He probably has no clue how easily he can melt my heart and make my days the best days ever. #triedtoescapethepic #buticaughthim
Awkward selfie, but I was Easter colorful and comfortable in my @bffcouture tank.
Leo’s selfie face. #faghagfriday
Grandma has a lot of Easter colors on today 😍💖💜
Apparently I have become great at isolating myself.
I honestly thought I was improving, but recent events have left me alone with unexpected reality.
I’m glad to now know the issues, but I’m left feeling so unloved.
I feel alone, deserted, stranded, abandoned, tossed aside and I wonder when someone will come back.
I’m dying to hear the words “I love you” surround me and fill me with a sense of belonging, but I wasn’t stranded.
I pushed myself away, I became undesirable by mimicking the actions I most disliked in others.
I unknowingly became the characteristics I dislike and displayed them for all to see, only people don’t lie to see their act is cast upon them, I became the negative space in people’s lives by reacting to them as they have acted towards me.
I now know and see what I caused by carelessly acting out. I really didn’t see what I was doing nor did I think I was being the way I was being perceived, but at least now I know.
Back to just bottling back inside.
Wifey got me a new hoodie! ✌️😎💘 #cleavageavoided #whitestrings #crisis
Spent the day with @littlepabloillestever and @classiccathrn and then my dad made me dinner and a cake. Lots of changes in the last 2 months, let’s see where this year takes me.